Being a senior is starting to get to me now, didnt expect it too but now that marching band practices will be starting pretty soon, I realize I wont be there. Marching band has been my everything, and saying everything, I mean it. If I didnt have it I dont know what I would do. But it is starting to upset me, but i am also a guy who wears his emotions on his sleeve. There may be a possibility that I might get to be a marching tech next year, and help them with thier marching fundamentals and all the other marching band "fun stuff".
Other than not being in marching band next year, its not being with my friends, we are all going our seperate ways and it is really heartbreaking. I know this happens to everyone but I just dont know how they all hold through it, it is such a horrifying thought to me. My friends are so much more important to me than my family. They have always been there for me when i needed them most, and I as well for them, we are always together, and with college comming I know our time together is soon going to be limited. Its heartbreaking. Honestly, I fear the future. It scares me, just the fact of not knowing what is comming, and what it stores for you, its terrifying. I just dont want us to loose each other. They are all i have.
I love them so much, not even words can describe my love for them.

--Graduation: 82 days/ 20 hours/ 17 minutes--